Wow....I havent written for ages!!!!! It has been two months since I last wrote a journal.....Too many things happened in the last couple of months....
A few weeks ago.....church had an errr...something........called the survivor.....and we went for it......it was kinda fun......had heaps of fun....but my "down" times started from there.....my friends came over to meet at my place....before the event.....and they came about 9plus...and when they were in the house....they were talking at normal "volume".....but....my housemate......screamed from upstairs for them to keep quiet.....he was so rude.....and that was sorta the last straw for me....and the nights before that......they kept slamming their room door and the toilet door at night....in the middle of the night....and i am not a fan of loud noises......and also the parking problem...once i went for badminton...and they went down south....so i parked my car behind their car....so they cant actually move out unless i moved my car....but they mentioned that they were gonna be back saturday....and that was friday....so he called...and asked if i could move my car....but i was gonna play badminton and dave and i just reached wesley college......(at vic park for those who know....and i was staying in nedlands)....not very near to drive back...to just mmove the car...when we have just reached......so told them that i will be back about 9plus.....and when i reached home to move the car....their faces were so sour.......and since then....kinda had a bit of unhappiness in them......so didnt really talk much to them......and there was once.....dave parked his car inside....and they parked their car behind dave's car.....and you know what the guy said when we went in to ask if they were going out...so that we could move the car......"can you guys park your cars at broadway fair in future??"....gosh.....i was kinda pissed off.....and told them..."yeah...wont park in the lots in future"......and after that i was thinking to myself....i am paying rent and i am paying bills....and i should be entitled for a parking lot rite??? just didnt understand what did i do wrongly......anyway.....was so pissed off (i know i shouldnt be....but i am just human mann)....and didnt really wanna put up with them anymore.....and started packing my stuff....and started looking for a place to move to......and in the end.....i moved!!!! and here i am in my new place....and i am happy as a bird!!!! :):):) coz i have all the space and privacy i want!!!! i dont have to put up with kitchen sink full of dishes......and slamming of doors at night!!! i am very scared of loud noises!!!! anyway........its cool now.....then a series of events happened to me......car broke down......job opportunity.....etc etc......life was kinda terrible for me......but....through all these.....i realised that i have heaps of friends who really care a lot for me.....and i guess without them....i wouldnt have been able to make it through all these........for all those reading.......you know who you are!!!! thank you!!!! dave was through it all with me!!!!! not once he complained about things he had to help me do.....and really appreciate all that he has done....and is doing for me!!!! have to admit that i sometimes get really impatient...especially when everything is going wrong!!!!....and yeah......not good lah.......so kinda flared up sometimes......which is bad!!! learning learning.......hehe....*blush*.......
with regards to my spiritual life.....i have to admit that i started questioning God.....why all these had to happen to me at the same time.....and i was really down.....but God has been faithful through all.....and i learnt alot through all these.......to have faith.....and to learn to lean on Him more......i realised the mistakes that i have done......i realised the meaning of true friendship....i realised the meaning of love!!!!! and that when He closes one door....many more doors will open!!!!! He always makes things happen for a purpose.......
Psalm 49:5 For God shall redeem my soul from the power of the grave, for He shall receive me.............even in extremely difficult circumstances, when we takke our eyes off our own problems and look to help others with theirs, our despair and self pity are replaced with God's joy and peace..........
Judges 6:14 Then the Lord turned to him and said "Go in this might of yours, and you shall save Israel from the hand of the Midianites. Have I not sent you?".........courage is not being afraid, but taking action when you are afraid...true courage is when a person chooses to take a difficult or even dangerous course of action because its the rright thing to do......courage is looking beyond yourself to what is best for others.....source of courage is the holy spirit our comforter who remains by our side to help us......when we welcome Him into our lives, and He compels us to do something, we can confidently trust Him to be rightt there beside us....helping us to get it done......
anywya....my journal is kinda jumbled....i dont know....what i am going on and on about.....but yeah.....it has increase my faith through all these i have gone through.....and God has placed heaps of great people in my life.....melissa, reuben, chris, hendra, wailing, etc etc.......and of course....not forgetting davo!!!!!
ok lah....i think i have blabbered alot already......more to come......will start writing again....so stay tuned.....
have a blessed sunday all!!!!
