Sunday, October 2, 2016

Unhappy

I'm currently having a 2 week break in Australia. Am I happy? Yes for being able to spend time with my parents, sis and her family and of course my immediate family.

Why am I unhappy? I am unhappy when I don't get any respect from the people whom I love. I hate it whenever people talk down to me. I find it very disrespectful and annoying behaviour for someone to behave this way. At times I just feel like totally ignoring this person or even asking this person to shut up. I don't because I tell myself not to be bothered by this disrespectful behaviour and not to stoop to the same level. Can I do it? I don't know. I have resentments building up within me and I feel I'm so congested inside that I am going to explode!

I am pissed off. Really pissed off that I had to let off some steam somewhere. Arrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!