Dearest Hannah darling,
How are you today? It’s been 7 years since you’ve been gone. Are you enjoying yourself in heaven?
Today seven years ago, was the saddest day of my life. It has been such a long time, but just thinking of this day, makes me feel sad. I mentioned before that I will not feel sad anymore, and to rejoice that you ever came into my life, but at times, it’s easier said than done. The hole is always there and it will never be filled up. Everytime I look back, I always wish that I could turn back time. If I could turn back time, I would do many things very differently.
Today I was so busy at the warehouse. I was busy all morning on the computer and then after that at the warehouse. I have been so busy since coming back to Perth, it’s not funny at all. Some days I wish I could just slow down and smell the roses and look at the sky…these days it’s impossible. Time keeps tick ticking away unknowingly. Perhaps it’s a good thing because it means that seeing you is not too far away…
I miss you Hannah and always wish that you were here. If you were here, at least I could do some girly stuff with you like netball, gymnastics or even ballet. Every Saturday I’m home alone because the boys all go for kungfu. I’m just not interested in it at all. If you were here, you’d probably go for kungfu too. To me it’s so boring…
I don’t know what I’m blabbering on and on about. I’m just extremely tired. Come visit me in my dreams darling daughter. I love you heaps, miss you heaps and will always always remember the tiny you. 😚
Lots of love, hugs and kisses from Mummy
