Time passes so quickly.... :):):)

Good Sunday morning all.....

Dr Chand was just asking me last night what happened to my journals....hehehehe......and yeah....i told him....on the way....and here it comes......

Monday.....Vday, nothing much...nothing spectacular....just went for a drink with a friend.......and yeah.....nothing much happened.....just pretty normal for "YOU GUYS" out there who thinks that there would be something exciting for me....HAHAAH :D:D:D:D

Tuesday....what did i do....hang on....check diary....hahha.....ohhh....went out for dinner with a friend.....and yeah....discussed about cell stuff......and nothing much also lah.....just discussing about how and what to share at cell.....i didnt do much also....coz he was gonna lead cell the next day......work was great......!!!!! :) enjoyed myself at work.....haiyah.....i always enjoy myself at work anyways..... :) coz i take pride in what i do....heheheh :D:D:D:D........at night....spoke to my current cell leader about stuff.....and spoke to mike.....mike told me a few things.....which i took into consideration lah.....but.....all is well now..... :):):)

then wednesday.....nothing much happened....work was like....errr.....i felt like a zombie the whole day....just couldnt concentrate......trying hard to focus......but.....anyway.....i guess coz had this confusion in myself......and just had to get things right with myself and God.......i felt i wasnt behaving like a christian!!!!! just felt a bit condemned...coz i felt that i was just leading people on.....and that is not my intention........and i dont like to feel that way......so sorta made a hasty decision........and yeah....now think back....i shouldnt have....anyway.....was doing my QT......and yeah......this verse......Psalm 23:4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadows of death, I will fear no evil; For you are with me, Your rod and Your staff they comfort me. and also Proverbs 9:10 The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom, and the knowledge of the Holy One is understanding.........and i learnt that when you have the fear of the Lord, you would love and acknowledge His ways and will follow Him faithfully......and if there is anything in your life that needs to be filtered, lift them up to the Lord and He will help you in everything you do....in every step you take!!!!! Also, the guilt we feel is not meant to overwhelm us or plunge us into despair. We are to draw nearer to God and seek for forgiveness and seek His help to be more like Jesus. When we seek and receive God's help, we are transformed into people who no longer seek easy tasks or simple lives, but hard tasks and difficult challenges......and now.....i truly believe that God is moulding me to be the person He wants me to be..... :):):)

Thursday.......great time at work!!!! enjoyed every bit of work.....anyway....as mentioned....i guess if we take pride in what we do....everything becomes a pleasure...... :):):).....a friend came over to my place...just talk lah.....

friday....had bible study at mel's place...it was great......as usual....my hands not doing me any service.....so just didnt have the mood to play guitar.......so uncomfortable playing guitar with sweaty palms hey.....hehehe :D:D:D:D......so just sing lah......but......we were discussing about the purpose driven life book....and the sharing was great!!!!!! i enjoyed the bible study......and later....we went to makan2 for teh tarik with reu and family, alex, mel and david...........its a new msian restaurant....which is doing really well!!!! and the ice tea is realyl nice......but was talking across......sorta screaming....coz it was so noisy there......and sorta lost my voice too...ahahahaha...but alright lah.....but i was really really exhausted........so tired.....so so so tired.....i think it has been a long week for me.......but all is good...hehehe.....work is good.....and everything seems to be in place....which is good.... :):):)

saturday......went shopping.....phewww.....was so hot on sat......but....alright lah....bought some stuff.......and came home......wanted to do some reading....but ended up sewing the pants that i bought...HAHAHA....too long lah.....coz me being a "tall" gal....hehehehe...always gotta mend my pants lah....hehehe......then wanted to go church....but something happened.....so didnt manage to go church......too late lah....and didnt like the feeling of being late for God.....so....decided to go for the 11am service today..... :) which is the same sermon......then went for a drink with a friend.....and sorted some things......and yeah....all is good...prayed for each other.....and yeah.....was good......like a burden lifted off our backs i guess.........then celebrated yusike's bday....a cell mate from japan.....he is so funny.....he doesnt know his age....HAHAHAHA :D:D:D but all went well.....then came home.....then did QT.....and went to bed....

got up this morning.....did laundry, did some housework......went to buy papers....and bought some bread and stuff.....and came home.....and here i am typing the journal....hehehe.... :D:D:D

ok lah....i gotta go pick a friend up now to church......have a blessed week ahead all!!! :):):)

cheers!