Sad...............

It's 28th November 2006.............

I am feeling really down and sad.................currently at work........been a busy day at work........rushing heaps of stuff coz i will be in training again tomorrow.........

Reason for sadness??? Feeling empty..........coz Dave has just gone offshore and he'll only be back next week.......he'll be away for 2 weeks.............I never knew that I would feel so sad.......so empty........but now, I know the reason why.........he has grown to be a part of me........a part of my life..........and how complete can you be when a part of your life is not there? Anyway, just pray and hope that his mobile phone will have reception when his ship leaves the shore..........

Got up early this morning about 5 plus, made breakkie for him, and he called a cab and left for the airport.........I showered, ironed my clothes, had my breakfast and came straight to work.......spoke to hubby here and there before he boarded the plane..........at work, felt so moody........until my phone rang at 929am.........it was my dearest dave.........saying that he just touched down and was waiting for his luggage..........cool.......there is reception there and he will be there till some time tomorrow before the ship leaves.........so will have contact with him for a while at least.............

Arrrggghhhh...........I shouldnt be feeling so down.........but i cant help it..........it's alright........i will get used to it in no time...........i will be burying myself in drama serials..............so that time will fly..........in no time, dave will be back.............pray that he will be safe and that his work will complete quickly and he can come home earlier.............

Feeling quite sad to go back to the empty house...........arrrgghhhhhhhhhhhh..............but it's ok.............I'll be fine...............i should be looking at the holiday that dave and i will be going for after he comes back...........

CHEER UP LYN!!!!!!