Monday, February 27, 2017

Sounds of my life...

These days, the sounds that I hear everyday are repetitive and distinct to a point it scares me. The truth of these sounds gives the heart a bit of a tug here and there. There's no escape, no comfort, no assurance, no hope...

The sound of the fan whirring gives me a feeling of emptiness
The sound of the occasional fogging outside gives me the feeling of distance
The sound of the traffic on the road gives me the feeling of helplessness
The sound of the birds chirping gives me the feeling of unrequited love
The sound of my own breathing gives me the feeling of loneliness

Makes me question the purpose of my life again and why I'm made the way I am. Why me and what's me and who's me and where's me and lastly how did I become the me I am today. Numerous questions. Will these questions be answered? God knows. Searching for an answer from the bible, from God. Ultimately I'll probably get the answers if I keep searching for them. Seek and you shall find..........

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