Happy birthday my dearest daughter Hannah and my dearest son Joel.
I hope you’re having a ball in heaven Hannah…and everyone’s celebrating you…I wonder what you look like now. Why don’t you just appear in my dreams tonight so I know. I would really really love to see you at least once at 11 years old. Are you chubby like me when I was 11? Are you hot tempered like me when I was 11? I wish I knew…I do know though that you are in a better place. With no pain and nothing to worry about. I have seen a lot of children and even adults with a lot of suffering and pain and I am just glad that you are not ever going to experience any pain or hardship on this earth.
Your brother is fast becoming a little man. You probably can see from up above how cheeky he has become. He loves gaming and humming. He seems to think that I am the most beautiful woman on earth, which I cannot understand why. I am grateful for your brother everyday of my life. I wish you were here and at the same time I find comfort in knowing that you won’t have to suffer…
When I walk past you in the room, I’ll “pat” you like I’m patting you on the head. I know I’m silly but it’s just my way of always remembering that you’re there.
Today Hannah, I started work at my old work place again. So this date would be remembered quite easily coz it’s yours and Joel’s birthday
My wish for you Hannah is that you’ll wait for me so I can finally see you when I’m done on this earth. Do appear in my dreams sometimes so I can see you…
My wish for Joel, is to be as happy as you can be, stay healthy, and always be the kind and caring boy that you are.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY PRECIOUS KIDS. Always my precious forever and ever and ever…
