It was a good day at work today again.....happy....coz given opportunity to learn lots of new stuff at work......and i love learning new stuff.... :D:D:D am enjoying work so far.....hope it stays this way.....
hmm....last saturday....went for dimsum with my friends....and headed off to the bowling alley.....played 6 games.......gosh.....spent the whole afternoon there....but was good.....before that...after dimsum....walked to city.....went for bubble tea.....
went to church at night.....service was great!!!!! worship......was in tears....again...shucks mann.....am becoming a cry baby!!!!! had holy communion......in tears again......my goodness......think i drank too much water that day!!!! hahaha....i guess mainly coz i was with my friend.....and she burst into tears...and whenever i see someone cry.....i will cry too....dunno why...also mainly i could feel what she was feeling....coz i went through it myself......and dunno lah..........but it was really really good.....but after service......had a misunderstanding with a guy.....i feel that his attitude is very different towards me now.....i dunno if its because of something i have said prior to this......i dont remember saying or doing anything to him coz i hardly ever met him......it's really hurting when you talk to someone and he totally ignores what you say.....and worst thing is.....i repeated 3 times......the same sentence.....and i sorta got abit cheesed off......coz felt a bit like a fool repeating the same thing over and over again....to have the person walking beside you and not responding when he heard what you said.......oh well.....i have been trying to make things right for this friendship i have with him.....but....i guess its hard.....just gonna leave it to God......i know that if i have tried my best...god will do the rest...was a bit guilty for being pissed off too.....but as i prayed.....and read the bible this verse came to my attention "Psalm 4:4 Be angry, and do not sin. Meditate within your heart on your bed and be still"....but seriously speaking it hurts.....coz i shared alot with him......alot of how i felt....alot about my personal happenings...i really treated him as a very very good friend, as my brother......but i guess things change when certain things change....if anyone understands what i am saying.......if ignoring me makes him feel better.....then i guess.....just let it be....i will not force on anything......just feel a bit disappointed tho coz i really treasure friendships.....and of course i treasure my friendship with him........i feel as tho i have lost a friend in one night!....well.....life goes on.....i guess i just need to pray about it...and take things easy....reached home.....chatted with friends.....did QT and went to bed.......
sunday....got up pretty early as usual....its sad how i cant sleep on no matter how tired i am....i will definitely get up at 6/7am everyday...sometimes earlier...sigh......body gotten used to it i guess....did my laundry....vacuumed my room....cleared my room....changed my bed linen and realised something.....mum bought fitted set for me....and it couldnt fit my bed...and i went to buy another fitted set....it couldnt fit again....so....i finally found out that this current bed is longer than normal beds!!!! silly me!!!! and i dun really like using flat sheets....coz every morning when you make your bed.....you gotta adjust the flat sheet.....and i think i move alot when i sleep.....hahaha....so......guess everyone would know the outcome.....more work in the morning!......computer went bonkers again...managed to fix it.....then....headed straight to whaleback golf course for a few swings.....wasnt too bad.....still getting used to the set that i just bought.....after that....headed straight home.....online......surfed the net......rest......read the papers.....basically just lazed around.....which is good!!!!! i hardly see myself doing nothing......either on the comp......or doing something...or out.....its good to laze around after the long week.....and had a good weekend too....coz the last weekend....i was bed ridden.....had fever....and was in bed sat and sun...how pathetic!!!! but the one just went was GREAT!!!!
monday....worked.....nothing much....but started reading a book called "How to pass from curse to blessing" by Derek Prince.....i read this book last time when i was in singapore...but decided to read it again......its not too bad......book suggests that there are two forces that are at work in every life: blessings and curses and to really enjoy the benefits of God's blessings and be protected from curses, we need to understand how these forces work. Book generally teaches us how to identify curses at work and help to find release and God's blessings......paraphrased from the summary at the back of the book...haha.....
a friend also asked about going in to places like temples and pagodas and etc......so......sorta looked further into the bible.....to see if there are specific verses for that......and asked all the future pastors i know....HAHAHAA.....thanks for all the replies....greatly appreciated.....i feel that its really good to share any questions we have in mind.....coz....it doesnt only help yourself...it helps other people dwell deeper into the question too.... :):):)
woooooowww.....i think i should look into being a writer...i can really write alot....maybe that is why.....english literature was my fave sub in high school....hahaha.....shall type a stop here.....hope to have more "happening" happenings happening to me.....once again...sorry to bore anyone out there...
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